Disappointment is the feeling of dissatisfaction that follows the failure of expectations to manifest. Similar to regret, it differs in that the individual feeling regret focuses primarily on personal choices contributing to a poor outcome, while the individual feeling disappointment focuses on outcome.[1] It is a source of psychological stress.[2] The study of disappointment—its causes, impact and the degree to which individual decisions are motivated by a desire to avoid it—is a focus in the field of decision analysis,[1][3] as disappointment is one of two primary emotions involved in decision-making.
How is it that I allow myself to feel this emotion? You think at this point in the game, I have learned my lesson and have stopped giving second chances. Obviously I am not going into great detail about how I have come to this point. But, if you know me, you can probably guess who I have given a second chance to and why I feel disappointed. What a bummer. I thought I was smarter than this.
Sunday, June 29, 2008
Friday, June 20, 2008
Steamy and Hot!
The weather that is:) I am in Houston, TX. Home to big Texas highways, buildings and air pollution. But, it is a nice change of scenery. Why am I here? I'll have to tell you later, when I get back to Tulsa....
In the meantime, I'll be thinking of all of my readers, which is probably one (Deana), while I make one of my favorite trips to IKEA and Crate and Barrel. Did I mention there is a great outlet mall a few minutes from my parents house?
Have a great weekend.
In the meantime, I'll be thinking of all of my readers, which is probably one (Deana), while I make one of my favorite trips to IKEA and Crate and Barrel. Did I mention there is a great outlet mall a few minutes from my parents house?
Have a great weekend.
Saturday, May 17, 2008
Updates
Good morning all:
Since my last post I have managed to take a vacation, graduate and get a job!
I took a vacation to Oregon. It was wonderful, especially the scenery. I do have to say that the people aren't as friendly and the weather drove me crazy! I really, really wanted to like OR and the Pacific Northwest so I could live closer to my sister but I just couldn't. Maybe if I was there longer I could learn to love it. I did enjoy Bend, OR. I thought it was really nice. It was also good to see my sister. She lives in Madras, OR. This was the longest vacation that I have ever taken in my entire life but very much needed!
I graduated on May 10, 2008! It was pretty anti-climatic! The guest speaker was a noble laureate and I wasn't sure what he was talking about. We didn't even get to throw our hats! It was a busy day. My entire family was here (which isn't that big but we are never all together). We ate a lot! We had Carrabba's for lunch, Viet Huong for dinner and then I had a late night Sonic snack:) The next morning, we had a breakfast buffet~which was SO filling!
I also took a job with Broken Arrow Public Schools. I am starting on June 2, 2008, which is good because that means I will have my full license that much faster. I decided to stay in Tulsa for my fellowship because I wanted to stay close to my Dad. My mom moved to Houston and I just felt like I would worry every day and end up flying back here all the time to check on him. Of course I am bummed about not being able to move close to the mountains, but this is the right decision for me. My decision was confirmed yesterday when I had to take Dad to the doctor. It was a good day and he is in pretty good health, considering all the factors. But, it was so nice to talk with him and hang out with him. Even though I don't see him everyday, I at least try to see him once a week. Sometimes life works out in a way that you would never believe.
Other than that, nothing else is going on. I am just going to hang out today and watch some shows that I have DVR'd. Also, I am going to start unpacking some of my things and decorating the apartment since I am going to be staying for awhile.
This is really random, but I wanted to share it with you. My lab Bella, who is the sweetest dog, is starting to be bad. I think it is due to boredom and not being able to have a big yard to play in. The other day, I had a roast chicken for dinner, caesar salad and a baked potato. When I woke up the next morning, Bella had gotten really sick right next to the door! That's because she went dumpster diving and ate the same dinner I did! I keep asking her if it was worth it and she says YES! I love that dog so much!
Talk to you all later!
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Fresh start here I come!
I'm almost there....to a fresh start that is. I passed my keys to the house over to new buyer on Wed, March 12th. It might have been the happiest time in my life! Now I am just hanging out in my apartment, which is right across the street from LaFortune Park. It's a perfect place to be and a perfect time of year. I've got my dearest dog, Bella with me and I think she is loving being able to go on a walk everyday! I can't wait to take her to the mountains of CO where she can actually act like a dog and be outside running around a lot.
Besides the move, I'm still working on jobs. I have been offered a job with a contract co. in Denver for Denver Public Schools. I'm not super sure about it so I've just been holding on to it. You know when you get that feeling that something just isn't right? Well, that's the feeling I have with this co.--their offer and all that jazz sounds too good to be true. So, I'm holding out for a job fair in Denver in May. My friend Tallie and I are going to attend it and hopefully walk away with a job!
Nothing else to report on. I'm just relaxing this weekend. I'm currently reading Mercy, by Jodi Picoult. She is one of my favorite authors. Oh, I am also trying to create a recipe for the Cooking Light contest. The winner wins 10,000! Even if I don't win, I thought it would be something fun to do. I also really want to learn how to knit. Does anyone have any good pointers?
Have a good weekend!
Besides the move, I'm still working on jobs. I have been offered a job with a contract co. in Denver for Denver Public Schools. I'm not super sure about it so I've just been holding on to it. You know when you get that feeling that something just isn't right? Well, that's the feeling I have with this co.--their offer and all that jazz sounds too good to be true. So, I'm holding out for a job fair in Denver in May. My friend Tallie and I are going to attend it and hopefully walk away with a job!
Nothing else to report on. I'm just relaxing this weekend. I'm currently reading Mercy, by Jodi Picoult. She is one of my favorite authors. Oh, I am also trying to create a recipe for the Cooking Light contest. The winner wins 10,000! Even if I don't win, I thought it would be something fun to do. I also really want to learn how to knit. Does anyone have any good pointers?
Have a good weekend!
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Just Kidding
We are no longer closing on the 4th. The closing company needs more than 5 days to get all the paperwork together. I'll keep you updated.
I did find an apartment yesterday. It is pretty cute, as cute as an apartment goes. I will only be there six months until I make my move to CO:) School doesn't start until Sep, so I plan on moving there in August. That way I have time to save some $$. Sadly, the apartment is almost as big as my house. It is 975 sq ft. The house was 1003-ironic. I am looking forward to NO maintenance. The apartment was recently updated and has a new washer/dryer, new carpet and tile. It isn't one of those swanky ones, just quiet and quaint-the way I like it.
I'm looking forward to this new chapter....more lies ahead!
I did find an apartment yesterday. It is pretty cute, as cute as an apartment goes. I will only be there six months until I make my move to CO:) School doesn't start until Sep, so I plan on moving there in August. That way I have time to save some $$. Sadly, the apartment is almost as big as my house. It is 975 sq ft. The house was 1003-ironic. I am looking forward to NO maintenance. The apartment was recently updated and has a new washer/dryer, new carpet and tile. It isn't one of those swanky ones, just quiet and quaint-the way I like it.
I'm looking forward to this new chapter....more lies ahead!
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
4 days from now
Four days from now I will be sitting at a closing table giving my keys to the new proud owner of this home!
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Any day now....
We still haven't heard about the house. Inspections were this week and the FHA inspector was a little harsh, in my opinion. Wording such as "fire hazard," "no insurance company will insure," etc... should be left out of an inspector's report because I feel like it really is going to kill the deal. So what's with the "fire hazard" you ask? Our house is 65 plus years old. The electrical is "not up to code" code for "fire hazard." However, if you ask any general contractor, old homes are what the adjective states, "old." Four years ago, when the house was purchased, it was up to "code." Well, news for you Miss Buyer Princess, electrical codes change every year.
Anyways....I've had enough of this house business. I am constantly sick to my stomach worrying. So, I am going to try (really hard) to stop worrying and let nature take its course. If the house was meant to sell, it will.
To keep my mind of "house stuff" I went grocery shopping. I don't know if any of you have ever heard of ALDI, but it is my new favorite place besides our new Whole Foods. ALDI is unassuming in every way. They have brands such as "Mama Cozi and Fit and Active." What most people do not know is that this place is awesome! Sure, you have to pay .25 for your grocery cart and back your own groceries. But in the end, it save the grocer money, in turn, saving me money! They even have organic brands and carry some name brands. If there is an ALDI near you, I suggest going!
Here is a recipe. I stole if off of the Whole Foods website. However, I bought ALL of my ingredients at ALDI. If you like cherries, this one is for you!
Sunflower Cherry Oatmeal Breakfast Bars
1c rolled oats (quick cooking)
1c whole wheat flour
1/2c packed brown sugar
1/4 tsp sea salt
1/4 tsp baking soda
1/4 tsp ground cinnamon
1/4 c sunflower seeds
1/4 c dried cherries
1/2 c canola oil
5 tbsp orange juice
1/2 c cherry preserves/jam
Preheat oven to 325. Combine oats, flour, sugar, salt, baking soda, cinnamon, sunflower seeds and cherries in a large bowl. Add oil and 3 tbsp of orange juice; mix well until all ingredients are combined. Reserve 1/2 c of mix and press the rest lightly into a lightly oiled 8x8 pan. Mix the remaining 2 tbsp of orange juice with the cherry preserves. Spread over top of mixture (the one in the pan) and then top preserves with remainder 1/2 c of mix. Press lightly with fingers. Bake 35 minutes until golden brown or bubbly. Cool and cut into bars/squares. Store in airtight container.
They are super yum. I've thought about adding chocolate chips/almonds too. I'll let you know.
Have a good weekend!
Chi
Anyways....I've had enough of this house business. I am constantly sick to my stomach worrying. So, I am going to try (really hard) to stop worrying and let nature take its course. If the house was meant to sell, it will.
To keep my mind of "house stuff" I went grocery shopping. I don't know if any of you have ever heard of ALDI, but it is my new favorite place besides our new Whole Foods. ALDI is unassuming in every way. They have brands such as "Mama Cozi and Fit and Active." What most people do not know is that this place is awesome! Sure, you have to pay .25 for your grocery cart and back your own groceries. But in the end, it save the grocer money, in turn, saving me money! They even have organic brands and carry some name brands. If there is an ALDI near you, I suggest going!
Here is a recipe. I stole if off of the Whole Foods website. However, I bought ALL of my ingredients at ALDI. If you like cherries, this one is for you!
Sunflower Cherry Oatmeal Breakfast Bars
1c rolled oats (quick cooking)
1c whole wheat flour
1/2c packed brown sugar
1/4 tsp sea salt
1/4 tsp baking soda
1/4 tsp ground cinnamon
1/4 c sunflower seeds
1/4 c dried cherries
1/2 c canola oil
5 tbsp orange juice
1/2 c cherry preserves/jam
Preheat oven to 325. Combine oats, flour, sugar, salt, baking soda, cinnamon, sunflower seeds and cherries in a large bowl. Add oil and 3 tbsp of orange juice; mix well until all ingredients are combined. Reserve 1/2 c of mix and press the rest lightly into a lightly oiled 8x8 pan. Mix the remaining 2 tbsp of orange juice with the cherry preserves. Spread over top of mixture (the one in the pan) and then top preserves with remainder 1/2 c of mix. Press lightly with fingers. Bake 35 minutes until golden brown or bubbly. Cool and cut into bars/squares. Store in airtight container.
They are super yum. I've thought about adding chocolate chips/almonds too. I'll let you know.
Have a good weekend!
Chi
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